Left behind, can I deal with this?
Drowning in so much pain and grief now
You hung yourself, abandoned me in life
Am I supposed to forget somehow?
You knew that you could’ve come to me,
We would’ve talked, tried to solve the problems
Worked on our pain together.
Now even more scarred for the rest of my life
You left your misery behind for me to suffer from
Days without you so cold and the sun never shines.
Damn your ghost, always lingering nearby,
I just want to go back in time, scream at you,
Not let you do this to me again,
But I don’t have that luxury,
Your body now ashes,
My brother now blowing away in the winter wind….