Not sure this time I can take all the pain,
Smiling but deep inside, I’m going insane,
Thought I had a real purpose for being here,
But now I know all I want is to disappear.
Every time I find a new way I can cope
I soon realize I’m beginning to lose my hope
Not sure what is really expected of me
Can’t find the path where I need to be.
At night I cry, hoping for a quick way out
Can’t believe misery is all my life is about
Crashing so hard I’m losing the ability to slow down
Feeling like a stranger in my own hometown
I could truly use some prayer so I can feel protected
Instead of being used and cruelly rejected.