You’re so hateful to me for no reason,
If I come home happy, you make me cry,
I can’t seem to stop you from doing this,
I am almost out of reasons to try.
Most days you are nice, seeming to be ok,
Telling me how much you love me in a letter,
Then out of thin air you become psychotic,
I don’t see this ever getting better.
Acting like it’s my fault for your hostility,
Like I don’t deserve to breathe your same air,
I didn’t realize I wasn’t allowed to smile,
I can tell deep down that you really don’t care.
I have feelings for you but now it’s different,
When this happens I lose more love for you,
One day soon I will just give up completely,
And there will be nothing you can do…